Yes I know that, but if they married up my explanations and my examples they would see that those needs they describe fit with the needs I claim for. So why do they choose to ignore me? The only evidence that they have ever used against me to come to the decision is one section relating to my needs of the GP report that says 'Not Known'. On their statement of reasons they have ignored everything I have said. In fact they say that I can do everything that I say I can't. There is no mention of the examples I have given. They say the evidence they have used is the claim form and the GP report in which they highlight the only negative thing on it. The rest of the GP report gives a full picture of my illnesses. To me they seem to pick on the slightest little thing that isn't even a denial, just simply - I don't know. That is why it is so infuriating. I could understand their stance if the GP said that there are no needs! The whole decision is unbalanced. It's as though they have chosen to ignore all the positive aspects and concentrate on the one that is not positive, nor is it negative. Then they tell me they now want evidence to prove everything that I claim I need help with, evidence to substantiate the measurements/timings etc of walking ability. It is a complete joke. Is it any wonder why I sacked both the CAB and the Social Services Welfare Benefits Officer.

I'm not shocked, more dismayed quite honestly. Other than the medical evidence that is quite easy to get together that confirms everything that is wrong with me, the main problem is trying to gather evidence from someone who can confirm that all of my needs exist and to the extent that I say they do. That's the problem I am coming up against. Maybe there is no answer to it. It's as though its a hunt for the Holy Grail. What does upset me though is that when I read up on the DWP's own website, A to Z of Illnesses, all of mine quite clearly tell the DWP that my needs are expectant of the illnesses that I have. Yet they chose to ignore all of that.

I honestly know how you feel. I can't help with any answers for you other than to say that in my case they want evidence to confirm what my needs are, not diagnosis, not treatment, not prognosis. I haven't a clue who to get it from or what to ask for. My GP won't even confirm what they are unless he has actually seen them all for himself.

Could I ask a question of you please. I am desperately trying to find where to get evidence from that would confirm what my needs are for DLA. I know you are claiming ESA, but does your consultants report for your benefit, say the things you can't do that are the descriptors for the test, like picking up a £1 coin, or move a wheelchair round?