Small victory, I really want to work on getting better and to get back to contribute to society without fear or failing or getting overwhelmed by being essentially "forced" into things I'm just not ready for. Thanks to all for kind words. It helps

Phone call over, scored 23 points but they wanted to speak to me with regards to possibly putting me into support group. So I fully explained my day and what happens and she went over my form with me. In the end she put me into support group with no recall for 2yrs she advised me to seek further help and was sympathic to my illness. It was very hard for me but something that had to be done.

Thank you for your replies. I haven't slept a wink stress levels and anxiety through the roof. Will post back once I have taken the call.

I understand HB, thank you for letting me know.

Hello Everyone, Thank you for taking the time to read this. I am a bi polar depressive with panic and aniexty disorders, I self harm and feel sucidial daily after suffering several yrs of sexual abuse at the hands of family "friends" and have been in the ESA/ATOS/DWP Hell for 5yrs Had my medical approx 1.5 weeks ago and this afternoon my daughter recieved a text saying this: " We will contact you to discuss the decision on your ESA Claim @ blah blah blah time" Currently in WRAG struggling to cope with all there demands and if this is a chuck of call it will be all over for me, because I can't fight this anymore this whole process makes me feel even worse about myself i'm on the edge of self destruction. Could anyone shed any light on this/or had a similar experience Thank you