Thank you so much everyone who has helped, this has eased my mind and has shown that I am not alone. There is a story that I would like to share, if you have the time to read...
There was a stranger walking a path, wondering to himself, what was the meaning of life and what was a good society. He came upon a wise man sitting at the path side and he asked him the same question. The wise man pointed to a nearby castle and said I’ll take you there and will show you your answer.
Together they walked a path and in the castle there were two turrets and in each turret there was a large round room and in each room there was a large round oak table. In the middle of the table was a copper bowl filled with best gruel. Around each table were twelve knights each having a long handled spoon... the spoon was long enough to reach into the bowl but was too long to feed their mouths.
In one of the two rooms the knights had turned to the ugliest of skeletons and dust, whilst in the second room the knights were in the best of health, laughing and singing.
The stranger asked why there was a difference and the wise man replied, in the first room the knights only thought of themselves, whilst in the second room the knights thought of and fed each other.
Thanks to everyone, it’s nice to be in the second room with you....what do I do not with Copart?