I have told my partner tonight I feel so relived I was chasing losses so I'm happy that I can stop now knowing that he knows I'm in debt! I have contacted stepchange to help me sort this debt out! Thanks for ur advice everyone! X

Someone please help with advice

i am so stupid i have got myself into this massive hole and i can't get out i don't know what to do! Omg where do I start... In may I put £25 online slot and after 3 spins won £1000 wow this is so easy!! Took the money and closed my account for 6 months so I didn't spend any more put it all in our savings for my wedding! The week after I signed up to another site and lost £200 0oh well I can afford it then the week after that I joined another one spent all my wages in one afternoon but wait I won £1900 with the very last £50 I had yes I'm saved... Paid my rent paid the bills bought my wedding dress wow this is so easy... Getting the urge to gamble again so I join up to another site lost uh oh no money again so sneak into joint account started playing with that money then I lose... Oh dear I can't let the oh see this so I get several pay day loans to put into the account they go in I get the urge again so started taking it out bit by bit lost it all i got paid and transferred money back into the savings before OH saw it and spent the rest gambling to try win money back but i lost it all i haven't even paid the rent i have £0 to my name i have all these companies wanting money in the next few days i am stuck! what shall i do ... These are the companies Cash Genie £600 Mr Lender £337.50 Lending stream £260 Minicredit £308 Wage Day Advance £194 All need paying this month im so stuck so much going on i have my car MOT and tax due at end of month too and we are moving out in October and need £1000 for the deposit this is why i done it cos i know we needed the money and i thought it was easy but its not its ruined my life! Where do I start I'm so scared to tell oh he might hate me call off the wedding