Hi, I've moved to UK nearly 4 years ago. I left a very good, managerial job in my country to join my british husband. After 4 month intensive job hunt I have found an admin job in one of non profit organisations. I accepted the fact my employer ''didn' recognise'' my previous experience asking me to gain some British office experience, and it worked pretty well. after one year I was given more responsible role but then I left for my maternity leave. The organisation underwent loads of changes while I was away, the role given to me before I left was terminated. I am now working part time since nivember. I didnt get my new contract yet, they never gave me my new role name so decided to put an admin assistand in my emails just because I thought it's nice to have a role within the office. . I feel like a thing. People (other workers) are comming into the office asking my manager if they could ''rent'' me for half a day, day or so ,just as though I am her personal belonging. I am never asked if I am busy at certain moment, I am just given an order. When I refuse my manager is ignoring me for the rest of a day. If I am not helping other people I am usually given tasks like: shredding, cleaning up cupoards, addressing envelopes also carrying boxes. When I am asking for more responsible tasks and more work i am given some data to entry. The unfortunate thing is that I've started to believe I am useles and not qualified enough to work in this country which, makes me feel terrified to loose this job even though I hate it. I used to be a manager in a busy office working with some of the biggest factories in Europe and now im cinvinced I am not good enouth to shred a piece of paper in UK. although people are friendly their actions towards me makes me feel worse than they are. there i loads of jokes about my nationality which started to bother me now as they are usually said in front of visitors in the office. what do you think about it? Am I just being dramatic?