Not heard anything else yet...

I do feel a little better thank you ErikaPNP. Have had a letter today acknowledging that I agree with their details and they will amend my award accordingly... Just got to wait to see what that is going to be... Looking for a second job now to try and get to a point of not needing TCs at all but be able to pay back what I owe. Chances?! Not much!! Will keep updating as and when I hear anything xx

Guys!!! I did it - I called them, broke down but nice person on phone was really nice and calmed me down. Said he would pass on the info, to stop the panicing as I had done the right thing and my award would be amended for 2011/12 and the person on my case would contact me. Only called them to say they would hear from me by letter or advocate (change my mind on way home :-/). just seemed like - I'd got that far so just say it! Got to say, still s****** myself but at least I have made a step in the right direction. It's going to be a long road but at least I'm starting to go in the right direction (at the moment anyway). Will never not check, double check and get a friend to check again. it just isn't worth it! I know I would not have made it this far without this forum and can't thank you all enough. I will keep you updated of the progress of my case. xx

Thanks guys. Will call them and let them know a letter is on its way and send my letter to them. That way its done and won't have to wait to find advocate.

Thank you kgrant, I've been advised to only send further info if requested. Not sure how I feel about it tho as surely they will look back at previous years if last years is wrong???

So so tired, got fuzzy head. Call cab later. Want it to all end.

Thanks katsayce - will take a look x

Oh, you poor thing. I do feel a little better knowing I'm not alone (although would much prefer none of us to be in a mess). Just kinda wish someone would just say - do this or that/ I did what you did and this happened...

Did you speak to CAB yet? What did they say? I keep having 3 options running through my head at the moment - Call CAB, send letter to TC or wait for TC to ask for info or just change the award they know is wrong?

Another night of little sleep. Think I am going to wait for them to ask for anything. Oh I just don't know... Argh! Make a bloody decision !!!! Sorry, struggling with this. Don't know what is the best thing for me to do.

Aw, sorry you went through such a bad time. Slitting can be so painful - I remember it well! Have had seroxat before and I found that good but they say it can give you suicidal thoughts - like I need more of those....

Oh, what side effects?

I've got citalorpam - apparently for depression and help with panic attacks... Read info and yeah, can take a month or so!! He was nice but wouldn't give me sleeping tabs as worried what I'll do with them in my unstable condition

Ok, anti-depressants, broke down in doctors office. What a mess. Now for my next move??? But what???

Will call docs today - need help. Had little sleep, mind racing. Having so many thoughts - all bad. Don't know what is the best thing to do...