Has anyone idea how to fill out esa 50 for mental health problems. I left my last job had a breakdown at my desk due to stress and incredible pressure. Cannot cope with stress and pressure it makes my illness worse. I had a hospital admission in January 11 do I mention it even though it was not in the last 3 months. My local assessment centre is in croydon. I could not cope to travel there via car or public transport and i suffer terrible anxiety in waiting rooms anyway, when I see my Gp I have anxiety sitting in the waiting room to see her and I have had the same gp since i was 13. I do not cope with change and I litteraly go to bits. Have a history of sucidial attempts/thoughts and self harm, would all this be reveleant. Any advice would be appreicated. When I had my desk job I could not sit for more than 40 minutes as I got very restless and my thoughts would intrude causing my concentration to flee and I could not complete work assisgnments, is this relevant too? I cannot watch tv for long it doesn't hold my interest, and cannot concentrate. I am not sure what to put as my condition fluctuates over a day I have rapid cycling and it makes life incredibly difficult to do the most simple things.